:/
I sit at night thinking where i would be if you never fucked off. It makes me feel loved when my own dad decides not to want to be a part of my life. Atleast i know one thing is that for the rest of my life i have one less person to thank for the past.
When you call i have to pretend like im fine but if your really knew how you make me feel im sure things would be different.
There has been some people in my life that have tryed to take your place but it never feels right and it never ends up right either. I put so much trust into you and beleived that you have changed but youll always be a fuck up and i need you realise that soonish eh ?
You have hurt us all . We needed you but it was as if you traded your family in for a new slut of a girlfriend your not with anymore. I talk about you to Drew alot and he misses you too.
If people knew the real you, you would know noone. Your our dad. Act like it sometime soon please ?
